live to be free

things i have learned about myself recently:

i don't wear jeans often. really, i would prefer to only wear stretchy pants (or no pants as i like to call them) every day.

i like looking at design blogs.

i really like croissants.

i like the snow.

i like loose fitting clothing, paired with tights.

i like antlers as decoration.

i am not much of a dreamer.

conclusions i have made:

i want to be a dreamer.

as i begin to think about next year and all of the places i could go and oh, the things i could see i have realized that (although i don't like to admit it) i am a little bit of a dreamcatcher (although i do love a feathered dreamcatchers). nearly every time i come up with a crazy idea about the future, or some sort of long term dream i shoot it down before it can even possibly come to fruition. i have a problem... i am the dreamkiller. i have always assumed that the reason why i do this is because i have trouble committing to long term plans but really, i guess you could just say that i am a realist. ugh, reality. why do i choose to live in it? it is so much more fun to live in a dream...

i want to explore, i want to create, i want to be free. free to come and go. free to move on and free to stay. free to speak and free to have courage. free to love and like as i choose. and free to dream without consideration.

i want to live in this moment with freedom to put my heart out there.

and so i propose to my heart, go little one. be free to go. you may be young but dream as big as the king.

"if the LORD delights in a man's way,

he makes his steps firm;

though he may stumble, he will not fall,

for the LORD upholds him with his

hand"

the LORD has me in his hand and so i step out.

live to be free,

kare